Not long ago she contacted me again, and when I rejected her with a joke, she threw it in my face that two of my friends had abandoned me.While all this was happening, the fandom was still in contact with her, they still drew and talked with that person. I completely distanced myself from the fandom because of that, I felt like it haunted me wherever I went. I developed a huge rejection toward the show that I loved for years and even now I still can’t watch ION in a good way, everything brings me that nauseous feeling. I hope that with the next chapter all of this ends, that my affection for the series returns and that I won’t be so afraid to interact with the fandom.
She contacted me again through the comments of a post on Telegram, at first mocking, then switching to her nice side and asking me to be friends again, I spoke to her as politely as I could, I didn’t want to be a bad person. We ended up in an agreement for the second time, where she would no longer talk to me, and I was at peace again, but after weeks, an unknown number sent me a message… ¡¡She asked for her university teacher’s phone number to talk to me and ask me to talk again!!, I felt like I couldn’t take it anymore, even so I thought that if I spoke to her kindly she would understand and leave me alone, but no.
After months I managed to improve a lot, I started going out with friends, being more open with people, I improved my grades, I met new people, and when everything was going well, a message from her appeared. All the memories came back, I threw up, I was agitated, angry and many feelings at the same time. I told her I didn’t want to be her friend, she insisted, little by little I started to give in, although I kept some firmness, I was about to fall again when on TikTok classmates from her university started sending me hate messages, I started arguing with her, she brought up topics that still hurt me, I ended up blocking her.
At that time I was still in self-discovery, I had assumed that I couldn’t feel romantic attraction, she convinced me otherwise, she asked me to have a relationship. The first time I rejected her, she stopped talking to me, I fell back into that depression and then she came back, the second time she asked me to have a relationship I accepted, I didn’t like her that way, but I was afraid that she would leave again if I refused. Everything got worse, she started making sexual comments constantly, before they made me laugh when they involved fictional characters, but these comments involved me. She always told me that she was bad for me, that I should leave her, but when I actually left her, after putting up with so many things, she blamed me for everything, she called me selfish for wanting to look after my own well-being and not hers. That made me see her true face…
I wanted to change my life, fix my mistakes, learn from them, live a happy life and abandon the habits that had hurt me so much. She said she would too, but that never happened, I became her shoulder to cry on, she told me everything that was happening to her, I tried to help her, but it was in vain. I depended on her and she depended on me, we had stopped talking 3 times due to misunderstandings. In all those occasions I felt like my life was worth nothing anymore, I couldn’t live without her company, even when I knew how bad she was for me.
I’ve been keeping this to myself for a very long time…
I met someone from the ION fandom whom I became extremely close to, she was the most important person in my life and I shared everything with her. At the beginning everything seemed wonderful, drawing, talking about ION, making jokes. I finally felt happy to have someone who spoke Spanish and was in the fandom, it seemed like everything was perfect, until the problems began. She and I were not emotionally well, we sank until we reached the lowest point, we encouraged bad habits and had actions that were not good
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