Post #158
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At that time I was still in self-discovery, I had assumed that I couldn’t feel romantic attraction, she convinced me otherwise, she asked me to have a relationship. The first time I rejected her, she stopped talking to me, I fell back into that depression and then she came back, the second time she asked me to have a relationship I accepted, I didn’t like her that way, but I was afraid that she would leave again if I refused. Everything got worse, she started making sexual comments constantly, before they made me laugh when they involved fictional characters, but these comments involved me. She always told me that she was bad for me, that I should leave her, but when I actually left her, after putting up with so many things, she blamed me for everything, she called me selfish for wanting to look after my own well-being and not hers. That made me see her true face…
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