Not long ago she contacted me again, and when I rejected her with a joke, she threw it in my face that two of my friends had abandoned me.While all this was happening, the fandom was still in contact with her, they still drew and talked with that person. I completely distanced myself from the fandom because of that, I felt like it haunted me wherever I went. I developed a huge rejection toward the show that I loved for years and even now I still can’t watch ION in a good way, everything brings me that nauseous feeling. I hope that with the next chapter all of this ends, that my affection for the series returns and that I won’t be so afraid to interact with the fandom.

Jeh, well, jeh, thanks for reading, Jeh