🕷️ {삶} hwang hyunjin – 황현진

obsession.

obsession doesn't need them to love you back. love gets quiet when it's not returned, but obsession gets louder. it fills up the silence they left with the sound of your own heartbeat, like a drum in an empty church. you build the entire religion around a memory of their smile, a sentence they once said. you polish that one moment until it's the only thing that shines in your dark. you don't want the real person — their bad days, their stupid jokes, the way they'd disappoint you. you want the statue you carved from a glance they gave you years ago. it's a perfect, silent world where they are forever almost-yours, and that almost is more real than any love that ever required them to show up. it’s you, alone, holding a ghost so tight your fingers turn white, because letting go would mean admitting the ghost was never there.