🕷️ {삶} lee felix – 이필릭스

sacrificial devotion.

it’s choosing to be the floor they walk on. it’s erasing your own wants so completely that the only thing you feel is the hollow space where you used to be. you don’t do it for a thank you. you do it because their need for you — to fix them, to hold them together, to absorb their chaos — is the only proof you have left that you exist. you let yourself be used up, burned down to a stub, and you call it purpose. it’s love turned inside out: not “i want you to be happy,” but “i need you to need me, even if it destroys me.” but despite that it’s the only thing that makes you feel meaningful, useful, alive.