👼{삶} lee felix - 이필릭스

jouska — n. a hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head.

a crisp analysis, a devastating comeback, a cathartic heart-to-heart — which serves as a kind of psychological batting cage that feels far more satisfying than the small-ball strategies of everyday life. like chess, projecting all possible outcomes, choosing the best option but preparing for the worst. come face to face with all your fears, grievances, insults, and regrets, trying to avoid them, not letting them take control over your sick mind, to remain yourself, to become a winner. what the purpose? the conversation is over, you're screwed, you're hurt again. why couldn't you think it all through earlier?