This poem of mine 🌊🥀🪐

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Another day
Another 365 days
Another 12 months
Another 4 seasons

But this one was different, it's a year since I lost you Ghazal, Even tho your life was hard I can't forgive you for what u did

A side of me gives you every right, you weren't treated right, you deserved every little peace left in the world, but the world looked at you and just wiped more dirt on your face

On the other hand I curse you for everything, it was selfish, cruel, gut wrenching and every little thing in between. It was 12 in the morning and I saw the date, 11th of December

Damn, it's a year since my stomach wound up into a ever twisting knot, going into each other as if it's searching for something, even though that comfort never existed

Losing you was the needle in a haystack, never thought I'd find it, yet it's a year now

Rip Ghazal, sorry I can't come to your grave today to give you those Narges flowers you liked buying

کیکی

همزادته

اصلا بیخیالش نشو
تو میتونی❤️

میگم که یکی دیگه ام نوشتم توی این ۱۳ ۱۴ روزه اگرم دوست داشتی اونم بفرستم برات

و اینکه اره قبلیه رو میخواستم اهنگش کنم ولی یسری مشکلاتی پیش اومد که بیخیالش شدم

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همین الان حرفش بود وای

هه هه
بهتون فوبیا میدم😏😏

یه فوبیا پیدا کردم اسمش مونوفوبیاست😂

I AM GENUINELY IMPRESSED

خیلی قشنگ بود واقعا، و فکر کنم این یک آهنگه درست میگم؟ واقعا جوری که نوشتی، قافیه ها، کلمات، جملات همشون به هم دیگه میخوردن و عالی بود❤️❤️

اینو خیلی روش وقت گذاشتم خواستم ببینم نظرت چیه اگرم حال نداشتی یا مهم نبود برات مشکلی نیست

The world was grey a canvas drained of light
I wandered shadows silent sentinels of night
Then you appeared a sudden spark a thief of gloom
Our eyes collided heartbeat stealing the room
Shy smiles exchanged innocence in a glance
I stepped toward you trembling at the chance
Words stumbled like shards thoughts wrapped in wire
Yet for a fleeting moment hope and fear caught fire

Days later the park embraced our hesitant walk
City lights like fireflies soft as whispered talk
Your laugh a gentle bell in the evening air
My chest uncloaked from shadows, yet silence lingered there
The breeze tangled strands of hair molten gold
Moments fragile as glass a story quietly told
Even shadows leaned close curious to hear
The secret rhythm of hearts drawing near

Oh the thrill of hope a fragile blazing light
Every unsaid word a dagger in the night
Your laughter danced on paths I could not tread
I held my truth like glass too sharp to shed

Talks grew thin distance creeping like a vine
Your fleeting warmth dimmed a subtle sign
I saw your shadows where my hands should have met
A hollow ache rising with every regret
The park returned in echoes city hum a muted refrain
Yet nothing escaped the fortress I built in vain

The moon remembers steps my courage never claimed
Silver paths where our names were once softly named
You drift away currents pulling you from my side
I linger in shadows watching the tide

Bridge
Then I saw him there a sun in your bright sky
A quiet inferno flaring burning silently inside
Lips locked on words my fear refused to say
Every glance from afar a scorching display

My chest a furnace bones smoldering unseen
Ashes of love unsaid scattered in between
The streets hum my pain city lights blink and sigh
I trace your face in memory as night drifts by

Oh the park keeps secrets streets hum in quiet ache
I fade from your story a ghost that cannot wake
Yet still I linger in fragments of silvered glance
The night unwritten leaving love to chance

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