Another day
Another 365 days
Another 12 months
Another 4 seasons

But this one was different, it's a year since I lost you Ghazal, Even tho your life was hard I can't forgive you for what u did

A side of me gives you every right, you weren't treated right, you deserved every little peace left in the world, but the world looked at you and just wiped more dirt on your face

On the other hand I curse you for everything, it was selfish, cruel, gut wrenching and every little thing in between. It was 12 in the morning and I saw the date, 11th of December

Damn, it's a year since my stomach wound up into a ever twisting knot, going into each other as if it's searching for something, even though that comfort never existed

Losing you was the needle in a haystack, never thought I'd find it, yet it's a year now

Rip Ghazal, sorry I can't come to your grave today to give you those Narges flowers you liked buying