All of those years had come and gone
But I still wished on fleeting star
To have my prayers heard and seen
Since it’s your heart I want to win

Again, again, I dug the roads
And took too many reckless turns
To get a chance and have a feel
Of your soul that was deemed unreal

Your hair and body intertwined,
Desired by my helpless mind,
Deceived and strangled, turned around
And mangled, wrecked, filled with doubt

And as I wished for more and more,
I kept sins hidden for so long.
They started crawling outside,
Scars, stitches littering my fright,

I whined and pleaded. Hurt to end,
I’m pumped and stretched and well-fed
With juicy meat of my desire,
My wishes bleed and burn like fire

For hands to touch, for lips to bite,
I’d pay with parts of bold, young mind
Claw my heart out, reap bones to feast
My blood is sticky and amidst

My body, trembling soul and fears,
I’m more alive than I was with
My wits and stands; caressed and bent
At home with you is where I’m at.