Help seniors 😭😭

I don't know what the hell is going on with my life , I am in btech 1st yr and I am kinda alone , I am seeing my frnds from other colleges , they make grps amd hanging around all the time and enjoying their lives and there's me who does have a grp but they always stay in hostels or back to their hometown . I have some frnds in college but they are just frnds , they don't wanna spent time with me as they are just busy in their personal life 🙂 I don't know what should I do now ? How can I fix my life ? It's very depressing and disappointing for me

Is this what college life about ?

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