Very weird solo

Recently went solo for the first time but was terrified after the flight. Idk what became of me but a couple hours later i started to feel very anxious. I couldn't be proud but felt guilty and kind of scared. Is this normal after your first solo? (I am an adrenaline junky so for me it feels very weird)

EDIT:

The flight went swell the class 2 instructor was impressed with the landing as he could see it from the terminal building aswell as hear the radio.

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