Speaking of resource, expect barely any activity for the season. I am inviting a full embrace of a depression episode, which inevitably caught up on me after extended dopamine highs.
The moment I was thinking "to hell with that" towards something I was really passionate about I immediately knew what's the deal, and it's not exactly something that wasn't expected. The signs were there even before I took a vacation, and more free time eventually was taken by the mean brain worms hostage.
I take it as a signal to take serious care of myself before my job sucks me dry once again.