ну офк можно было заметить что я давно не рисую и честно я не знаю с чем это связано. поначалу чето я в тильт впала потому что меня не взяли ни в один шоп а потом попустило (я всех обхуесосила) настроение только на осов но мне кажется они всех заебли уже. в любом случае, постараюсь что-то придумать в ближайшие дни
to better understand my characters, i should probably tell you what thoughts and parts of myself I put into them. through johtaja, after numerous difficult and traumatic events in my life, i wanted to convey the fear of loss and how to cope with the loss/es that has already happened. what it's like to live in the oppressive aura of death and what it is to live after you lost everything and no longer have the opportunity to live in peace.
through paihuai, the blind thirst of revenge for someone, how your own meaning in life lies only in the desire to take a revenge and after that revenge, you no longer feel anything. only complete devastation and fear for your life now. through her, i wanted to show how human desires and lack of self-control destroy youserlf and now you are no different from an animal. perhaps, even an animal is better than you
well, so you don't get confused, i currently have two active works: heiko and dogs heart. 1 is the one with paihuai, johtaja, and so on. very mythical and fantasy-like. 2 is a more realistic work, about teenagers problems and crime 😈.
by the way, I will mention this in a pinned post (when I will do it...) my other art socials, because it's hard nowadays to make followers on a global platforms...
paihuai — commander of the 1st army, swordsman ying yang — commander of the 2nd army, archer
a short sketch... like other children they were raised specifically for military actions and performing heavy physical exertions as part of the "overthrow" project, they have a cold palette of appearance, are not particularly emotional and have an impressive energy, you can even say so - lifeless.
they became closer due to entering the academy. paihuai was in a real despair after the death of her brother and only after realizing her desire for revenge began to socialize to fulfill her plan (the destruction of the village of johtaja and everything that was dear to him). a hate for women appeared even before the experiments, watching the helplessness of her mother and the physical strength of her father, she decided to reject everything feminine and her only goal in life was absolute power and strength, because with that she can truly take a revenge. meanwhile, ying was an ordinary child. he lived with his grandmother, because he lost his family before he became conscious and was not particularly sad about it. he decided to undergo experiments for the sake of material benefits, to help his grandmother. in return to the beginning of their friendship - ying is an excellent conversationalist and a person who stores a lot of information, since he used to especially like to get drunk and be in such places. paihuai was on duty not far from that area, and taking advantage of the moment she got closer to him and helped him get home, because authority in such a state is easy to lose, and for that ying yang was very grateful.
relationship on the battlefield: as was written in the references, ying yang can heal his allies and attack in vulnerable places with absolute accuracy and speed, paihuai is a damager, but easily loses sight of the enemy, she is also impulsive, what also can affect. in normal confrontations of course she wins without anyone's help, but compared to other characters in my story with inhuman abilities she is very weak and pathetic. she awes only defenseless people and ordinary military men :/