Anywhere can be paradise, as long as you have the will to live.
After all, you are alive, so you will always have the chance to be happy.
As long as the sun, the Moon and the Earth exist, everything will be alright.
"Nobody understands me!"
Are you stupid or something?
Of course they don't!
Nobody can possibly understand you!
The only person who can console you and truly understand you is you yourself.
So you need to take care of yourself.