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earlier, we were talking about everything we’ve been through in these 5¾ years together. realizing how much we’ve survived made me see that we’ve discovered new kinds of love and new levels of heartbreak too. we’ve sacrificed so much for each other’s peace of mind, feelings, and well being. we’ve had moments where we laughed and loved so hard, moments where we fought and cried our eyes out, moments where we could barely held ourselves together in silence, even though not talking to each other means that we're losing our minds. but no matter what happened through all those years, there’s always been this invisible string tying you and me together, always pulling us back to each other so we could find our way home again. I think that's why no one will ever fully understand what we have. no one sees the way we communicate, the way we understand each other without needing to explain too much, or how we somehow made it here today in peace, choosing to focus and appreciating on what we have now instead of being anxious about the future. all of this made me realize how deeply in love I am with you. you’re the person I talk to every single day, the person i want to come back to whenever something new happens to me, the person I look for first in the morning, the person I’ve shared my life with for years and after all these years, I still want you beside me through everything. I love you, Z, for the highs, the lows, and every moment in between. 🎞