Having first started watching from Fx9, Kuromaku struck me as a young man who likes to show off, feigns maturity, tends to be a bit radical, acts like a nerd and has the occasional tantrum—rather than a stodgy adult.
Often wish there were people who thought the same way as me .more teen Kuromaku plz.
I have to admit that I can’t fully accept Felix , because my way of thinking is very similar to his, but I feel a bit more panic about my long-standing guilt than he does; also, since my family members often become suddenly enraged, and I have bipolar disorder, I’m afraid to see Felix lose his temper, so I only draw him when he looks happy.
My attitude towards my native language: 1. I try my best to use English on this channel; using a translator to translate English into your native language might reduce misunderstandings. 2. Sometimes I really wish I could use my native language. On sns with character limits, I’m more adept at condensing Chinese text; I also personally prefer concise expressions. 3. At times, I do not wish to use my native language. I find it tiresome to inject emotional expressions into my sentences; even though countless people have shown me how to phrase things more smoothly and gently, I still cannot manage it. When using English—a language with which I am rather unfamiliar—I hardly give any thought to other matters; I simply focus all my energy on writing complete sentences, which makes me feel better.
People often ask me anonymously what I think about Kurozont.
I’m always afraid to answer. Because I’ve probably invested too much of my own personal feelings in it, answering them would reveal a lot of personal information: indigenous beliefs and foreign religions are well-developed in China’s coastal regions, and I live in an extended family where my relatives practice Buddhism, Catholicism, and some indigenous beliefs. I’m not a believer. I was exposed to leftist ideas from a very young age and often discuss these topics with my family.
