I hate Christmas songs because they are all usually so ridiculously happy and they don't capture the essence of Christmas spirit which is depressive and melancholic and also unkind. It's a time for reconciliation and yearning and closure, especially for couples who recently broken up or those who can't be with their loved ones.
There’s something inherently melancholic about Christmas because it puts a huge emphasis on togetherness. And when someone is missing, their absence becomes much more noticeable. You’re surrounded by couples, families, traditions, old photographs, familiar songs—and suddenly you’re confronted with who is no longer there or who you wish were there.
And also how people are not horrified because this whole Christmas thing reminds you of passage of the time and how things are not the same and can never be the same.
Oh, golden boy, don't act like you were kind You were mine but you were awful every time So don't tell them what you told me Don't hold me like you know me I would rather burn forever
But you should know that I died slow Running through the halls of your haunted home And the toughest part is that we both know What happened to you Why you're out on your own Merry Christmas, please don't call
On the verge of no return, why'd you keep fucking it up? Don't wanna have to bury you, but nothing seems to get through your skull One day, the only butterflies left will be in your chest As you march towards your death, breathing your last breath I hate to say, "I told you so", but look how the bruises show Tell me, how is it gonna feel without my arms wrapped around, wrapped around you? Bet it feels pretty real when your skin starts to peel from the bone You were dead to the world, now I'm dead to you Haunting your own house, nothing to lose How did I let you sink your fangs so deep? Ah You know you can't breathe on your own
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