any other asexuals have ocd?

i indenting as an aegosexual/asexual lesbian and I have some pretty severe ocd. Typically sexual orientation ocd is for me the worst. I’ve been identifying as ace for years but I ended up switching microlables like 5 times in a few months because I was worried I wasn’t ace enough.

I realized I was aego recently and that put a LOT of things into perspective. I think I’ve experienced sexual attraction maybe two or three times in my entire life (one of which was a fictional character), but today I remembered a celebrity woman I liked and really can’t remember if I actually felt attracted to her in that way or just thought I did because I hadn’t known about aegosexuality yet and was just being over the top because i THOUGHT i was sexually attracted to her. I really just can’t remember so I’m trying not to dwell on it.

I definitely don’t feel allo AT ALL and I’ve thank god really let myself grow into my distaste for sex. I feel so much more like myself and so much more free now that I’ve let myself not care about it and be repulsed and I for sure still definitely feel asexual. It’s times like these though that make me feel like 1. gross looking back because again I’m repulsed and 2. feel like I’m not ace enough. I don’t really identify with greyace anymore since my attraction again has been more murky in the only for sure case I can remember was a fictional character. I prefer to say asexual or aegosexual since that’s what describes me the most and I feel most connected to now. i just don’t really identify with the greyace label anymore after realizing I was aego but feel like I don’t ”deserve” to call myself asexual which is so dumb 😭

so yeah basically I’m wondering if any other aces have ocd?? it feels like such a niche experience to have I feel very alone in it

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