Being asexual sucks dick.

I feel like anyone here who says “you have to learn to accept it”, etc. is either aromantic or has been lucky enough to find an ace partner who they feel mutual love with. It is miserable knowing that the chances of me ever being able to have a long term partner are pretty much zero. I envy aromantic people. There’s no pain on that side of the spectrum. I feel like id win the lottery before i ever could find another asexual person that i can reciprocate romantic feelings towards. Marriage is a painful impossibility. I envy people who can have normal relationships that can last because they can be the right person for their partner. Where there is no limit on the love they can express and share together. I hate when i say that i wish there were a cure for this and people tell me im wrong for saying that because that’s how i am. Love is hell when you cant give it all back to your partner. I wish there were a way to rewire my brain. I don’t believe ill ever be able to accept this part of myself because it is too painful.

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