تابستون برفی"

منم همینطور میلاد منم همینطور

Cas once said :
" Something always goes wrong. "
And now I can almost hear Dean asking me:
“ Why does it always seem like that something is you? ”

And when they come into my life, all sorts of bad things happen to them, and they get destroyed.

You know? Like my bad luck rubs off on other people's lives too!

Because if I'm not the reason, then why does it keep happening after I enter their lives?

I hate that I don't have an answer.

Is something about my existence enough to make life crueler to the people I love?

Is it me?

Am I the fucking bad omen here?

And sometimes, when I see how badly life keeps hurting the people around me, I can't help, but ask:

But how many coincidences can one person have before they start looking like a PATTERN??

I keep trying to ignore it.
I tell myself it's coincidence, that life is just cruel sometimes.

Everyone I grow close to seems to end up carrying some kind of pain they didn't have before.

There's a strange pattern in my life..

حقیقت اینه که اگه وقتی من عصبی یا ناراحتم مسخرم کنید یا بخواید شرایطو به مسخره بگیرید انگار دغدغه‌های من براتون شوخیه یا دارم جوک میگم، برای همیشه برای من تموم میشید و مطمئن باشید دفعه‌ی بعدی وجود نداره که بخوام باهاتون از خودم حرف بزنم.

نمیدونم شاید رو پیشونیم نوشته "ورود پرنسس ها رایگان"