🔤ow the hell am i not worried about him when he's the man my heart is racing for? how can i live in peace knowing that he's not in the best emotional state right now and has a heavy burden on his shoulders? i am ready to pray to god for his life to be calmer and more measured. yes, even if i do not know what place i occupy in his life, yes, perhaps i am not the girl he would like to meet. even if he is loved by someone else, even if i am destined to lose him, no matter what, i will continue to be somewhere near him, no matter what it costs me.