А это было слово "одурь".

Expressive oil painting, intimate vertical portrait. A handsome man leaning back against a muted wall, head tipped slightly back in a subtle three-quarter turn, gazing heavy-lidded and unfocused just past the viewer. His lips are softly parted as if catching his breath, with a faint, involuntary smile touching one corner of his mouth. A barely visible warmth spreads across his cheekbones and ears, fine glints of perspiration catch the light at his temples, with damp strands of hair clinging to his forehead. His unbuttoned shirt collar falls open to expose the hollow of his throat, while one hand lightly clutches the fabric against his chest. Soft reflected ambient light warms his skin against cool background shadows. Thick impasto oil highlights on glistening skin, translucent layered shadows, visible bristle brushwork, with selective razor sharpness around the eyes and lips. Mood of sensory overwhelm, vulnerability, and tender disorientation.