Оригинальный текст на vocadb, ссылка в посте выше. Песня с русскими субтитрами. Английский перевод от Соооо:
i was dreaming of a day long ago
there was a row of cherry trees on the way to school
the innocent you that followed me said to me,
"i'm proud of you."
like roots growing on a corpse left abandoned
when i realize my life, a spark of tears falls
and it relentlessly scatters
throughout my childhood days
Tangled in the branches of my misplaced nobility,
i curse my dirty body that shakes in the night of shame
like burning
like sobbing
the swaying life just crumbles away
please play the sound of my life
awkwardly with these murderous hands
the last drop of light spilled out
now let it flow gracefully into the distance
and this time,
please make me an
eternal peaceful ruin
on the surface of the water like a dream
leaves and snow drift there
a water-filled bamboo tube clacks against a stone when emptied
many years
waiting in vain
a sudden rain falls during the cherry blossom season
this vision becomes hazy
these limbs start to collapse
powerless
waiting in vain
ah
where has everyone gone?
please punish me
give me more pain for this unhealed heart
i send a bouquet of flowers for that fading smile
and for this excess of my blood
until this darkness decays
I just want to be myself
like burning
like sobbing
the festering life just sparkles
please put an end to
everything i am
the fireball is hung down
now it adorns the tree buds
with its ugly luster
please don't reach out to me
i want you to see me through
spring dust and dawn pile up
on my disfigured bare face
with those pure eyes
i'm sure you'll abandon me, too