If you're reading this then today is officially a year since you've been gone
Remember when we would go to a sandwich store for falafels? You didn't have any money so I would pay for you, life was great. We would sit on the curb next to the park with your name on, we would joke constantly and be like : Haha it's talking about you
We were kids, we didn't have a care in the world and death meant nothing to me
I remember first seeing you without eyebrows, God that was funny. We both would look in the mirror and take pictures joking about it. "راستش از نظرم باحاله، شبیه والتر وایت میشم" you said, even though you never watched breaking bad haha, you would be a dumber, younger, no glasses Walter white
You messaged on November 7 2024. You told me that chemo wasn't going well... That call was silent for exactly 7 minutes and 36 seconds, I know because I counted. We played codm together, I don't even like the game that much, I just used to play it as a kid. But you were obsessed! You couldn't stop talking about Simon Riley, he was all over your room, your profile picture, the person you would Message in character ai go to war and other things. I remember that game clearly "انمی پشتته! ممکنه ی هفته دیگه اینجا نباشم ولی خودتو با خودم میکشونم به اون دنیا"
You laughed, God I miss you
You weren't lying tho
A week later, you messaged me again, you couldn't talk loudly at all but you still recorded a voice message. He would cough and wheeze but still try your hardest to make your point
November 14 2024 you lost your biggest battle, we all fought alongside you wishing for the best. Asal, Aidin, Sina, Taha, Dorsa, Your parents, Your dog that you begged your parents to name قاسم میرزایی but you went with Milo instead, Your camera, Your violin that you just bought for decoration, your FNAF plushies, Your polaroids! God I loved those pictures so much. You filled your entire wall up, it was overwhelming but at the same time amazing!
Oh! Your mom actually messaged me! Apparently, as you requested... (Drum roll please)... SHE DIDNT TAKE YOUR ROOM DOWN! YAY!
If you feel like visiting at any point I'll always be wait for you :)
Farewell, Sepehr
It is fatal to enter any war without the will to win it
Your friend, Mono