The mephedrone rush is — fuck — the best thing that’s ever happened to me; it melts your brain and permanently locks that feeling in as the gold standard of happiness. But the price for that flash is fucking devastating: your consciousness gets warped, inner peace vanishes, and sober reality is left feeling like total, fucking garbage forever. I’ll never be able to experience that kind of rush in everyday life again; now all that’s left is to accept that fact and somehow — fuck — just keep existing.

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