I wish I could stay in this moment forever. Where you don't hate me and I don't hate you and there exists no pain except the one I crave more than joy. The pain I wouldn't want relieved if it would kill me right now.
But it would not. For once, I have the opportunity to be the poison that doesn't kill. Not a knife that rips through the heart, but the alcohol that blushes through the skin. It's a chance at a bullseye.
And I wouldn't take it away from me now, would I?
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