Took me long enough to realize
I don't actually have a bestie ....l never had always thought l do but l don't
No one knows all the things that happened in my life
There were always things l had to deal with alone
Cuz l felt guilty to expose them
I was never someone's favorite for a life long
I was never the one to set a lifelong plan with
Worst part is ....l could built something like this with certain ppl in a past
I whether felt loyal to another person
Or l felt exposed to let someone know everything
And that type of intensity scares me (maybe ?....or....lf l am that close to someone like this we are no longer besties?)
Who knows
But lt is fine