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[Verse 1]
Shahaabbbbbb....
A son, a brother, a wonderful friend.
Lil bro couldn't make it for his bro in the end.
A birthday he could no longer attend

Kind, gentle and smart.
That's how I described him and his art.

That night he was strugglin' with death,
I had a fever and chills
didn't know it's gonna hurt
thousand and millions more
Than a simple cold.

Her voice in my head "we're all good. We're all safe."
But when I joined the call, I saw grayyyyyyy...

No 'last seen', no more update, you were gone...
I slapped myself. This is not a game and you will not respawn.

[Chorus]
Six bullets, six holes, six reasons why I wanna dieeeeeeee...!
Leave me alone... please... I just hope to die!
Die die die die die die!
...

[Verse 2]
No longer "take my hand"
No longer "you should watch this or that"
No more "heyyyyyyy" in my ear
Smiling cause I knew he was there

Without him no one's gonna take my hand...
And say "come on don't give up, 'Noobe sagg'!"

This nightmare was the real life.
No 'skip' button or 'replay'
My own dreams felt vague and far.
All I could do was act and lie.

The explosion is still there in my heart
Waiting for a match and a spark
So I could keep moving on
But no I only get to die.
Shahaab, my lil star
Rest in peace now
While I'm so far