RUANG ARSIP LENGKARA

Not Here to Study, Just Passing Through the System

So, will you take a change with me, and be mine? @Gnarllyz

I know our relationship doesn't have a name yet. It's a relationship we once considered temporary. If you tell us that our friends never initiated it, they'll say that we're not committed to it. Our relationship is currently quite ambiguous and difficult to understand. I'm sorry I'm not good at romance, but for you, I will always try to bring happiness and a sweet smile to your face. Darling.

So today I'm going to ask you one important question.

I hope you won't reject my statement this time, kakak cantik. I want to take our relationship to a more serious level without depending on anyone's feelings. I want to bring you into a relationship yang saling menggenggam, menghargai, menyayangi tanpa perasaan terkekang. Not one that ties us down without personal freedom, but one that holds us together by respecting our feelings and improving ourselves together.

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There is something about a presence
That never asks to be understood
Yet somehow, everything feels clearer
Just by being near

Not loud, not dazzling
Just quietly becoming
The kind of calm
The world never knew it needed

Like morning light slipping Through curtains,
Soft enough not to wake the chaos,
Yet warm enough
To heal what was never spoken

And if the universe ever wondered
What perfection looks like in human form,
It wouldn’t be stars, nor oceans, nor skies

It would be
Everything that exists
Within that one soul

and that someone is you, Kakak Pierrce

His sweet smile, his soothing laugh—who wouldn't be captivated?

Every word he utters sounds so soft, every sentence he utters so soothing. Everything about him now feels addictive to me. His complaints about a tiring day, His tears over a problem, His sweet jokes, it all feels so addictive to me.

His tender and fragile feelings make me want to keep him safe, free from the world's judgment. The way he controls my ego, the way he manages my words, I'm truly grateful to have found someone as kind and caring as him.

A stranger who changed my entire perspective, who took over my attention, who changed the way I view love.

Someone I now fear leaving, someone who is now more than just 'close,' someone who has now become my home again.

ㅤㅤI kept telling myself it was nothing,
ㅤㅤjust a passing feeling,
ㅤㅤjust another person I’d forget.
ㅤㅤbut the more I walked away,
ㅤㅤthe more I found myself going back to him.”

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ㅤㅤI never thought I'd fall this deep for you. Stepping confidently toward you, crying weakly in front of you, smiling sweetly with you, and feeling the warmth of being with you.

ㅤㅤIt all happened so quickly, but somehow it felt so meaningful. In this brief moment, let me show the world how special you are to me, Kakak cantik.🤍🤍

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There is something about a presence
That never asks to be understood
Yet somehow, everything feels clearer
Just by being near

Not loud, not dazzling
Just quietly becoming
The kind of calm
The world never knew it needed

Like morning light slipping Through curtains,
Soft enough not to wake the chaos,
Yet warm enough
To heal what was never spoken

And if the universe ever wondered
What perfection looks like in human form,
It wouldn’t be stars, nor oceans, nor skies

It would be
Everything that exists
Within that one soul

and that someone is you, Kakak Pierrce