Today, clouds shouted, the sky turned gray and windy, it rained. I started thinking about my raincoats, drinking tea, and suddenly about family and friends. I just realized that at least about 14 people in my life over the past ten years have immigrated to different countries. After a long time, I felt that big hole inside my heart again, and I guess the last time I felt like that was at least a few years ago. Wishing everyone a rainy, happy autumn.