My love, there's nothing else I'd want to do now but to be in your arms. Do you remember the lonely evenings? So many years ago, I saw you for the first time. And yet, my feelings have never faded since then. I adore you. I adore all your sins, all your imperfections. You're perfect to me. I'd happily die in your embrace if you poisoned me. I still see you in my dreams, but you're not here anymore. I guess you were never here for me, and our romance was just an illusion of my twisted mind. No matter what people say, I'll never stop loving you. If only I could see you smile again. All my problems would probably go away in an instant if you were here right now. Will you love me forever? Will you love me like I love you, my heart? Please, just say that you love me back. I'm losing my sanity with every passing day, and I find myself missing you dearly like I never once did. I understand you better now... And my love flares up even stronger because of that knowledge. Please, answer me. The silence you've kept hasn't turned me away; instead, it only proves my feelings. I dream of your touch and affection like a desperate fool, knowing we were never meant to be together.

To A. L. C.
miss you, my heart ❁