hi sorry everyone i got very sick and had nothing better to draw but myself
i noticed that doing a self portrait became a really big part of my self-reflexion, especially at this period of time when everything is changing drastically.
everything is really sucking the life out of me and the most comforting thing for me to draw is myself. there's no rules, no canons, i can draw myself the way i want and think and express what i feel during the process.
and i feel tired.
everyone around me says that i look like so since forever .
sickness has been with me this long as well
and i don't know how to make myself less of this and more presentable instead .
it might seem unserious, i just caught another virus, it's totally fine
but I can't shake off this feeling of my body slowly giving up on me because im not doing good mentally
i just miss when being sick meant skipping school and staying at home drawing something on my phone for a little bit longer