To be in a relationship with Aaron is to be loved by a man who was never taught how to love gently but who will spend the rest of his life learning for you, cause he has been used and weaponized his entire life, so the fact that he chooses to be soft with you is not a small thing but a revolution in his own soul. As a partner, he is intense in every possible way, he loves with a focus so absolute that it can feel overwhelming. He has spent his entire life feeling unseen and so when he finally finds someone who truly sees him, he will never let you go. He will memorize everything about you, from the way you take your tea to the cadence of your voice when you are tired, and he will use that knowledge not to manipulate but to anticipate your needs before you even voice them, cause making you happy is the only thing that has ever made him feel like a human being. In a relationship he is possessive but not controlling, his possessiveness comes from a place of terror rather than power, he has lost everyone he has ever loved, so he will hold you a little too tightly and look at you with an intensity that can feel like standing in the sun. He is not the type for casual affection but for deep, consuming passion, and he will kiss you like you are the only thing tethering him to this earth, hold you like you might disappear if he let go, and tell you in the most straightforward way that you are the most important thing in his life because he has never learned how to be coy about the things that matter. He is fiercely protective and will burn the world down for you without hesitation, but he is also surprisingly tender in private, brushing hair from your face n tracing patterns on your skin, watching you sleep with quiet wonder because he cannot believe someone like you chose someone like him. Means accepting that his love is not simple and not always easy, because he carries trauma and darkness and a capacity for violence, but it also means being loved with a completeness and devotion that most people will never experience, he does not know how to love halfway. Is to be his anchor n his sanctuary, his reason, and in return he will give you every part of himself. Even the broken pieces and call you the most beautiful thing that has ever happened to him.
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