𝒻or dear @soli_dailyy

To be in a relationship with her is to be loved with an intensity that is both beautiful and terrifying, cause her affection is not a gentle stream but a rushing river that will pull you under if you are not careful. Rooted in the fact that she grew up feeling invisible and learned to cling to anyone who offered her warmth. She loves you with her entire being from the very first moment, building her entire world around your presence like a loyal puppy who follows you everywhere and whines when you leave, but this devotion carries a weight many are not prepared for, because her love is not rooted in security but in a deep fear of loneliness, meaning she does not just want you but needs you, and she will uproot her entire life just to keep you close, which manifests as a suffocating clinginess that pushes partners away even when she is trying her hardest to hold on. She has been heartbroken many times because she gives so much of herself so quickly that she loses sight of who she is without a man beside her, overthinking every silence and every delayed reply until she spirals into a panic that you are leaving her just like everyone else has. And yet she is kind and loyal to a fault, loving you the way she wishes someone had loved her: completely, unconditionally, and without any self-preservation, but she has never learned that love cannot fill the hole inside her. You will feel adored in a way you never have before, but you will also carry the pressure of being someone's entire world, having to be patient with her jealousy and gentle with her insecurities, cause to love her is to be loved by someone who does not know how to love halfway, which is both the greatest gift and the heaviest burden you will ever carry.