𝒻or dear @are23as

Being with him is slow-burning and far from easy he's guarded, emotionally reserved n shaped by trauma so he won't confess easily. He'll just show it through quiet presence, and small unnoticed acts like walking you home or leaving Rashomon near you so it can protect you anytime something happened. He is touch-starved yet awkward with affection, so if you initiate contact he'll freeze. And rare moments of vulnerability admitting that he's afraid of being forgotten or doesn't understand why you chose him. He's quietly possessive and insecure, like he's convinced he doesn't deserve you, so he may pull away after close moments or lash out with bluntness when he is stressed and his loyalty to the Port Mafia and need for Dazai's approval will always complicate things. But if you're patient and unafraid of his darkside, his love is absolute. He'll love you with a ferocity that's both terrifying and beautiful.