𝒻or dear @blackCat9I

He sees people as tools. You're useful or entertaining until you're not. He'd shape your emotions and decisions without you noticing, you'd never know if your feelings were real or planted. He's fascinating, calm, soft-spoken, brilliant, being near him feels like standing next to a god. After sometime you'd feel chosen he usually lets no one close like you and it makes you fee special, but you're also disposable. He will never trust you completely, he keeps secrets, withholds information n always has an exit plan. As his partner you're also in danger everywhere, Cause he's hunted by almost everyone, being close to him makes you a target. He might sacrifice you as well, if your death served his plan, he wouldn't stop it. His affection is performance, he might hold your face gently or whisper reassurance, but you'd never know if it's real or he's just manipulating you. He would disappear for long stretches of silence, then return and he'll apologize for his absence although you'd never see the real him. You'll never know your real position in his life that scares you sometimes, but he can still manipulate your feelings and fill them up with empty warmth.