'What does it feel like to fell in love?'

It sounds ridiculous. The fact that people could've fell ill from their heart beating too fast just from the word "Love". Even though it's just lust in the end.

Its hard for me to get close to a girl as a man. Not as a best friend, a brother or acquaintance. Hundreds of heart beats on the tip of my finger, yet it felt so hard just to feel mine, beating for someone else than me.

[16.52]

"Apaan sih?"

I stared at the girl across the room. My friend—a fellow psychology lecturer told me about her proudly, as if that shy and clumsy girl was anything worth spending time on.

But maybe, i do understand now.