This year, I think I lost one of the most important friendships of my life, if not the most important. He was the only man I truly loved, a feeling I still can’t explain to this day. I don’t remember exactly which month it happened, because I don’t like reliving it, but I still haven’t gotten over it, and I believe I never will. Maybe I was wrong. Maybe I made one of the biggest mistakes there is, failing to value a friendship. I don’t know… everything always felt very important.