I’m not even going to sit here and pretend to be bullish anymore

at this point, I’ve lost so much that it’s getting hard to act like everything’s all sunshine and rainbows

i don’t know how long I’ll be able to do this shit for

money is all I live for

money motivates me because I want to find out whether I’ll be happy once I make enough

but what if it doesn’t make me happy? what if I’m still sad after that?

that’s my fear

sometimes you gotta swallow your pride and do what you normally wouldn’t

whether it’s taking a step back, making an uncomfortable move, or grinding in silence

ego won’t pay the bills