Serious advice needed

I took a full drop, ended up at USAR (IPU), and within a month of college and staying in a suffocating PG, the abysmal placements (literally seeing 12k stipends) and corrupt administration made me realize I desperately need to escape. I quietly started preparing for a partial drop for JEE 2027 while keeping up with my semester, but I am mentally paralyzed by the thought of failing twice, surviving four years in this dead environment if I don't clear, and constantly hearing from my family that attempting this is a waste of time and bound to fail.

The cllg is also too boring if don't clear the exam and get stuck how do I manage to live 4 year here and land a decent 8 job atleast

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