It’s like
All of us are like this
Universe > multiple higher selves > ego and body > etc, it all exists at the same time and we all are connected to them all the time
Just not everyone feel all these connections
I lose this feeling sometimes too
And I worked hard to feel it all and don’t get overwhelmed
So my capacity is different rn
I’m like a more or less clean pipe that’s capable of holding more water and intensity in itself without breaking
Like I channel these energies and info 24/7 and I don’t get tired
It barely feels like work atp, it just comes

And when I show that to the outside world people get exhausted with all of it easily cause their capacity isn’t the same
I can seem intense to people
But I’m really not
I’m just a clean pipe or a hose and this is what we are all connected to all the time anyway
I can give you a shower any moment
So sink or swim