💬🩷 reason why we’re dating with @rahaytu

first of all， she was the kind of girl everyone noticed！ she could walk into a room  &&.  somehow make it feel brighter without even trying，benal-benal se camntik itu ... she always surrounded by friends， always looking effortlessly lovely， &&.  then there was me ... 🤩 secretly having the biggest， tiniest， most embarrassing crush on her！ HOOOOFFFT，  actually i never really thought she would notice me ... cause why would she？ orang se camntik embun mana bica aku bayangkan bica notice mi 💧💧 sooo i kept my feelings to myself， appily admiring her from afar， happily pretending i wasn’t secretly hoping she’d look my way whenever we happened to be in the same room ////  &&.  if  she smiled at me， i’d think about it for the rest of the day！ if she said my name， i’d probably replay it in my head at least five times！！ &&.  if she ever complimented me？ well ... i would simply have to disappear for a litol while because my brain would stop working 🌀💧💗 MAAF LEBAY TAPI──── this is what i feel AJSNSKSNSKSMSK ..... theeen she started noticing me！ at first， it was litol things so i kept convincing myself they didn’t mean anything  ( tida buleh geer mkey 🤩 )  but she’d wave whenever she saw me， ask how i was doing， remember random things i‘d told her ages ago， or somehow find a reason to come over and talk to me！ SEBUAH KEAJAIBAAAN， AAAAAAAAAA 💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧   even sometimes she’d sit beside me when there were perfectly good seats somewhere else， &&.  i’d immediately sit a litol straighter while trying very hard not to look too heffy about it ... CAUSE SHE SIT BESIDE MEEEEEEEEE， kalau bica meleleh i’d definitely melted in a sec ...... i kept telling myself she was just being nice， but then she’d remember my favorite things， bring up some tiny detail i‘d mentioned once， or notice whenever i was unusually quiet！ HUFHUHUFF， tandanya diya suka akukan upcieeeee 🐰   &&.  every time she did， i‘d get this stupid litol smile on my face that i couldn’t seem to control ... i’d look down， try to hide it， &&.  think， she remembered ... YKW？ she actually remembered thaaaaat  ( i’M THE WINNERRRRR ) 🩷💧🌀🌟   &&.  the more she noticed me， the more i‘d start looking for her without even realizing it， whenever i spotted her across the room， my whole face would immediately light up！ :3  if she came over， i‘d somehow become ten times more talkative， ( aku literally akan yapping all day all night if i caaan )   &&.  only to get shy halfway through then start mumbling again， jsnskskksks ;____)  if she asked me to stay a litol longer， i‘d agree way too quickly， hihiii ...  &&.  if she offered to walk with me， i‘d quietly go  “mkey ...”  while secretly being the happiest person alive！;3 🩷🩷    i just liked being near her， a lot！ maybe a litol too much ...  if she called my name， i‘d look over almost immediately，  cause apparently i had developed a special litol radar that only worked for her， upciiieeee ;3   &&.   she thought it was cute！ she sometimes call me cute just to watch me turn completely red， i‘d stare at her for a second with the most confused expression before quietly asking “...you really think i’m cute？”   &&.  when she’d say yes， i‘d look away with the smallest smile， mumbling something as if my heart wasn‘t doing little somersaults ... 🐰💓  the sweetest thing was that she never made me feel like i had to become someone else to deserve her attention， she liked me exactly as i was─ someone who got excited over litol things， who smiled too easily， who sometimes got nervous and talked too much， who became ridiculously happy over the smallest acts of affection 🤩💧🩷   she noticed when I was tired， remembered what made me smileyy，  &&.  somehow always knew when i needed a litol company ... she made me feel safe enough to be myself， somehow the girl i thought was completely out of my reach became the person i felt safest running toward！ she was the one everyone noticed， but she somehow kept noticing me！ ( i’m the lucky oneeee 🫧💕 )   she could have spent her time with anyone， yet she kept choosing to sit beside me， talk to me， remember me， &&.  make little spaces for me beside her！ i think that’s what made me fall even harder， not just cause she was beautiful or popular or effortlessly charming， but because she made me feel wanted  <,3   i had spent so long thinking my crush on her was just going to be mi own silly litol secret， never imagining that one day i‘d be the someone she looked for in a crowded room， i thought i was secretly falling for the girl everyone adored， only to find out that， somehow she had been quietly falling for mii too  ;3   i just know that whenever she reaches for my hand or calls mi over with that familiar smile， i still get that same stupid litol grin  &&.  think， she wants me heree， YEAAAAAY！:33333 💞