I’m asexual and …

I’m asexual and I’m in the sx industry. Yuupppppppp it’s a nightmare huh. A choice I made a long time ago and live in it because it’s what pays my rent.

But everyday is another video or job or something I have to do that I hate and pretend I enjoy as I and disgusted by it and so uninterested.

The crazy part is I have been asexual my entire life. I didn’t know what asexual was I just thought when girls told me they were horny it was just to impress other guys et; thought it was all weird lies.

Anyway that’s my confession.📸
My dream is to run far away from this lustful world. I think I will one day lol but for now I gotta suck it up butter cup and put on my mask that I keep a secret.

Judgement free zone thank you 🙏

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