I think I might be ace but am not sure

Hi, first time ever being on this sub Reddit (I’m on a separate account from my usual).

I just wanted advice or someone to talk to I guess, I’ve tried reading things but I feel like talking to actual people might be better.

Anyway though, I’m a 26 year old male and I’m starting to think I might be asexual. I just don’t know. I have a gf and I’ve had sexual encounters before. I just don’t really have much of a desire for them. I almost never initiate and when I do it’s moreso because I don’t want her to feel bad, like I’m not attracted to her or something. I get a lot of anxiety about that. It’s like I recognize that it feels good, I do enjoy the physical sensation but I just don’t feel any sort of drive for it. I enjoy the idea of it, the idea that people want me is something I enjoy but when it comes down to it I’d be completely fine almost never or never doing any of it. I enjoy self touching but it’s more of a habit/pre bedtime routine instead of a desire for it but I do like how it feels.

Sorry if this is a bit long and rambling, just a lot of thoughts to get out. I can add more details I just don’t want to break any sub rules.

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